I want to share with u guys a story.
I befriended someone. I would like to refer her as 'Nur'. Nur is a really nice person. The way we knew each other is kinda complicated. But that's unimportant.
We became close friends very quickly. We chatted a lot. She shared some of her secrets to me. Sometimes just a little too detailed. Haha. I always give advices to her whenever she has problems. And the most important thing, we trusted each other. She's not like anyone i have ever befriended before. I was a very good friend to her and she was a very good friend to me.
One night, we were chatting through YM. We were online till late night. 2am+. We were chatting about a lot of random stuff. And i always tease her of one thing. Her crush. She has a crush on a friend of mine. For quite a long time already actually. A very close friend of mine too. I would like to refer him as 'Mat'. She's very shy around Mat. You know, just like any teenage girl who's having a crush on a guy. They apparently knew each other but she never had the courage to tell him how she feels about him.
So as usual i kept telling Nur that she could start by adding Mat on facebook or ym or windows live and get to know more about each other. Talking about windows live, i opened it just to see who's online at this hour. As i about to log in, i saw that Mat left his username and password saved on my laptop! He must've accidentally saved his password while he was using my laptop last time.
So there i was. In front of my laptop with Mat's windows live username and password. I could take this opportunity to land the biggest prank on Nur. Just for the laughs. So i logged in to his account and immediately added Nur's ym email. When i added her through Mat's account, she immediately sent me a message on YM saying "OMG HE ADDED ME!!". My myself can't stop laughing to her reaction. She asked "What should i do??". And i said "Just accept the request lah!".
So she accepted the request and i immediately used Mat's account to chat with her. I typed "Hi". And she replied "Hi...". She bumped the 'real' me on ym saying "I can't believe this is happening!!". And i just kept on laughing and laughing!! I replied to her "It's ok everything'll be fine.. Just chat with him just as how u chat with everyone else.."
I used Mat's account and chatted with her like normal people chat with each other UNTIL i decided to do something more drastic.. I typed "Nur.. I got something to tell u...". She replied "Yes.. mat..?". She also wrote to my ym, "OMG he said my name and is telling me something!!". I laughed again so hard! I didn't reply to that but instead continued using Mat's account. "I actually have feelings for u Nur.. Since the first time i met u.. I fell for u..".
There was a moment of awkward silence there.. She didn't reply to my ym or Mat's windows live for like one whole minute. She wrote to Mat, "Why didn't u tell me earlier..". I couldn't stop myself from cracking up so hard!!! I almost literally ROFL!! So i decided that's it. I can't continue the prank anymore. I gotta tell her that Mat is actually me. So i replied to Nur using Mat's windows live, "Nur... This is not Mat.." And i continued on my own ym, "I just pranked u Nur! Hahahahahahahahah!! Sorry i can't handle it, his windows live's username and password was on my laptop!"
A bit of silence moment there.. and then she replied, "u.. u.. how DARE u did that to me?!" I replied, "Huh?". "I can't believe that u're actually my friend!". I was shocked as hell. I replied, "Hey2 i was just joking ok?" She continued, "I trusted u.. I can't believe u did this to me.." I was so shocked that i didn't know what was going on, i was just staring at my computer screen. "U lied to me. I can't believe u lied to me. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I hate u. I should've known it was u. There was no way Mat would confess to me.."
I said to my self, "Oh no.. oh no.. this is not supposed to be happening.. it was all supposed to be just a joke.. what have i done.. i messed around with her feelings.. oh no.." I replied to her, "Nur.. I'm so sorry i didn't mean it.." She replied, "Can i ask u something?? Why did u do it?? Why did u have to do it?? U like to play around with my feelings??". "No Nur.. I would never do that to u.. I just wanna do a little bit of joke that's all..". " Yeah. Right. It was SO funny. U don't understand how i feel at all do u??"
I felt so bad that i immediately went offline, closed my laptop, switched off the lights and tried to sleep. I can't stand it. What i've done was so wrong.. That night became a sleepless one.. I contemplated on what i just did to her.. I messed around with her feelings and more than that. I laughed at her. No. I didn't mean to laugh at her like that.. I just gave her hope that her crush confessed to her and i just took it away just like that.. I lied to her.. I'm a bad person.. A really bad person.. Worse than a beast. That's the worst thing i have ever done to anyone in my life..
"How could i do that? What was i thinking?" i said to myself. I just lost one of my close-est friend in just a matter of few minutes of pranking.. 
It took quite some time to form that friendship but just a few seconds to destroy it.. I regretted it. I regretted doing that prank..
Yea so that's the story.. A very good lesson to me because i like doing pranks.. I don't want it to go overboard like this guy over here.. Tell me if u want me to share with u the rest of the story. I didn't finish it because this post is too long already..
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U'r evil!
Haha
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